terça-feira, 19 de janeiro de 2016

Fui passar o fim do ano com amigos, passei 6 horas num carro. No caminho dei boleia a uma pessoa que vive em Espanha. Estava a ir para casa na Lituânia passar uma semana com a família, quando o carro estragou. Acabamos por falar por horas e levei-o bem além do planeado. Queria o destino que tivesse um Jipe em África. E pela noite adentro acabou por me convidar. E eu disse: sim - Desde então temos vindo a planear. O meu primeiro continente portanto será África. E depois logo se verá.

O que eu sei é:

Chega de tristezas. Realizei um sonho, vivo como treinador e amo o que faço. Agora, já não gasto dinheiro em quase nada e o plano começa a ganhar contornos lindos. Sei que vai ser assim, o peito bate, o brilho do mundo voltou. E o medo desapareceu. Sim, é isto a vida. Pelo menos um ano, a partir de Agosto. Em cada linha planeada, um suspiro de alívio.

E de um dia para o outro, o apreciar da neve nas árvores, a beleza das pedras bicudas. A vida, chama por mim.

Sim, era ser feliz a matriz.

quinta-feira, 7 de janeiro de 2016

Heart of Gold

I hate

mainstream

and then again, I hear to these shitty songs and...

 

"I can be strong when I want to be,
You think I'm weak cause you can tear me apart with the words that you speak
You think you're in control
But you don't understand how much you're wrong
You choose to lash out at me, I've done nothing wrong
All you crave is attention and just to be loved
You need to be loved

And I want to be free
When my heart is made from gold
And forgiveness seems too bold
I still find it in my heart
To say "I love you"
When my heart is made from gold
And the hurt is just too bold
I still find it in my heart
To say "I love you"

Is there not enough to use your love for me
To get past the things who cause you envy and hate
And the fights that they bring
You say you're looked on as small
Can't understand why you don't have it all
But you don't know how I fight for you and believe in your aims
I just wanna do right by you, forget what has changed
'Cause nothing is changed

And I want to be free
When my heart is made from gold
And forgiveness seems too bold
I still find it in my heart
To say "I love you"
When my heart is made from gold
And the hurt is just too bold
I still find it in my heart
To say "I love you"

But you have to be so mean
You're such a drama queen
The way you prey on every weakness that you see in me
To make you strong, you are alone
So don't pretend like you can hardly breathe
Like it's down to me
'Cause it's so unfair that you can't succeed, but you're so wrong
We're still so young

And I want to be free
When my heart is made from gold
And forgiveness seems too bold
I still find it in my heart
To say "I love you"
When my heart is made from gold
And the hurt is just too bold
I still find it in my heart
To say "I love you""